random pictures =)

*something eiran sent to me


*hmmmmmmm.......



*me and baby in my car

assignments are driving me crazy

ive got shit loads of assignments for d first time ever in my life, and it is individual work...
unlike taylors business school , most of d assignments r based on groups, so i can curi tulang abit..
but this, aihhhzzzzz individual all d way....got liek tons tons tons of work due on friday, and it is 40percent for our finals...screw this up, ill screw the whole semester up..aihhzz
so stress so soon, so early in d semester...wht laaa...Mr LimKokWing u trying to kill ur students issit?..
fucker, make me wanna quit ur bloody college so many times, but u alwayz have ur way of making me be stuck there, u and ur money tricks..mahai..
LKW u shud fucking consider moving ur campus somewhere nearer like in sunway?..why cyberjaya?..ass hole, i know u have a fucking personal driver to drive u there everyday and u haf shit loads of fucking money to pay for everything...and yeahhh normal for malaysians to know how to built and not mantain...LKW do u notice tht ur fucking campus is super run down and cacated??..i know u haf ur own fuckign private toilet, but try entering the students toilet...
i think u can just vomit blood....and dude, fix the airconds and consider setting up a lift or sth lar..
mader make me walk up 4 floors everyday, every fucking day...oh yeah, and make some sheds for our cars lar, u know my car alwayz hafta be under d fucking sun?..not even a single shed..not even a single leaf...a single tree.. if i knew it was this sucky, i shud haf went to The One Academy instead, or mayb KBU college, or mayb KDU....
but well im alrady stuck here so i guess i have to live with it,
ill hafta go tru 4 years of fucks....
.......

Hungry ghost festival

Im not tht superstitious..but sometimes we shud respect other ppls believe, and just take it tht it might happened. okayyy..ive nvr trusted all this hungry ghost shit, but something happen today tht made me realise its actually real hahahaha..
i was driving down a junction and i was about to turn left, and suddenly something hit my car from behind, it was really loud and it sounded like it was a rock or sth. feeling curious, i actually tot there were a bunch of kids playing a fool, so i turn to the my back to check out not noticing whts happening in front. ok then i realise nothing happened, as soon as i wanted to turn back.BANG..i hit a car in front. sighhhzzzzz.....it finally happened, after 8 months of clean driving i finnaly kena. so proud of myself. gonna cost my parents more trouble and also myself..
cuz i think i wont have a car to use for weeks....considering how far i am studying now, LKW...
i dont know how the fuck am i gonna travel there. i have an extra car at home, but my dad thinks im not experiance enough to drive. oh pls lahh common lahh...
okay back to wht i was saying, being superstitous, ahhh yes...felt like this whole thing..
i was being disturb by a ghost or sth...cause a few weeks back, my aunt got into a major accident..
oh YES....and becareful of wht u say all d time , yesterday night i was talking to a friend,
and just because i wanted attention and concerned i lied to her tht i got into an accident...and yeah SEE the nxt day i really got into one....

amanda

"amanda is d greatest, all praise and worship her!!" hahaha
there happy?ive said it...lol..
anyway since shes been saying tht ive not been mentioning her in any of my post
so here it is

amanda, my dearest! uve been d bestest best of all..
uve made my life brighter!..u keep me afloat everyday
tho my life in lkw sucks , knowing tht ur mine keeps me happy,it keeps me joyful,it keeps d smile on my face..
tho u force me to take those kiddy rides, i still love u..
all d times we spent together "pricelesss"..it is to be cherished..
ur smile gives a reason for d sun to shine
i love u heaps!!!...

=))))))

sighz i cant upload pictures....

i went to get my car and i noticed something

Class started at 9 today, but the lecturer was an hour late.....
and when d lecturer entered she gave us another hour of lecture and she allowed us to leave hahaha all d way to cyberjaya just for 3 hours..and i get to leave...but i was bloody happy were allowed to leave lar..she just made 25 students faces happy, hahaha..
okay when i was about to leave...look wht i saw...

lol, damn potong la, i drive kelisa only larr...sighhzzzz....

I madly went to bkt bintang from cyberjaya just to get my baby her roxy purse.

hehe.yesss from cyberjaya to bkt bintang...she was telling me tht she was sad tht michelle called her and told her tht d purse she liked very much was sold out.....in two places, KLCC and pyramid....beign such a good bf, i drove all d way to bkt bintang went tru jams and all..and thank god they have it larh hahaha...and im doing all these not because im stupid, its not because i wanna pamper her....i did it because i just couldnt bare to see her being sad over a purse she wanted really really much....i just wanted d smile back on her face...yeapp..=) and i did it because i love her...YES I DO!!...

my 18birthday

Definately an 18th birthday i will not forget..well it wasnt really well planned, or fancy, or anything big....its just a normal dinner with a group of friends and my baby...
thx guys for comming and thx amanda for everything , for spending time with me the whole day, love ya lots!!!..
anyway..so yeah we had dinner at chillis in ou...it was totally a last minute plan...
eiran,kenneth,jack,henry,jim,calvin,kelvin,eunice,liz,and amanda of course turned up...did i miss anyone?..lol..
so yeah....we had a gathering , joked around, talked about cartoons,powerpuff girls?..dexter?..spongebob squarepants???..hahahhaa..amazing really wht we talk about these days....anyway, amanda was feeling sick half way tru dinner and she didnt want to eat, i was very concerned really, i wanted to fetch her home, but she didnt want to.....and chillis dont serve hot drinks?..WTF...
wht if those senior citizens who has somesorta disease, like errr rumetism...if its spelt this way...wtf r they gonna drink?? ....and they sang happy birthday and they served d brownies,haha totally unexpected, i actually tought it was for another table...who planned it wei??..
anyway...it was a great dinner..really thx alot guyss
and thx alot again baby for making all these happen, and d time we spent together..d whole day..i really apreciate it..i love u!!!

oh yeah b4 we left, calvin was doing something stupid ...and kenneth went to grab his balls..

didnt take any group photos tho, ...just this one on my birthday hahahaha...

dont wanna repeat d same mistakes

ok here i am skipping college again, 3 times in two weeks...
sometimes i feel like im avoiding my troubles and trying to run away..so i dont haf to go tru it...
for instace, quiting TBS because i flung my exams and i might nid to retake d semester,
and now just because i have no friends and im alwayz alone in college im skipping classes......
ive alraedy faild to hand up an assigment due today, and its marks for my finals.....and i just have a feeling they might send my parents a letter too....
ahhhh gaaahhhhh, this was wht happend to me in TBS and i dont wanan repeat d same old mistakes.!!...mayb i jstu dont haf d discipline to push myself to go college everyday ...mayb my parents were right, i dont know how to think liek a matured person... i dont know my responsibilities ...i dont know my limits...i just dont discipline myself well enough...they had put their trust on me., giving me freedom giving me a car, providing me a good education.....
but wht am i thinking!!???? im takign everything for granted!!..i know THT i am!!!>.but im not changing!!>.sighzzz......mayb i shud call it a day for skipping, today is my last ...
and god haf mercy on me larrr..my birthday tomorrow laaaa hahaha ..make sure nothing is happening in college today......ok my birthday resolution is to vow nvr to skip class without a reason anymore and to complete every single assignment..and to pass d whole foundation year

blogging in college for d first time

following vern chuis footsteps of blogging in college,

well , im kinda bored now, havign my break...2 hour break, i really shud be finishing my drawings...hahaha yeahh i hafta liek finish 7 types of art work by tomorrow...
now i really do understand how stressing is arts....but i love it lahh, i mean i have fun doing it...unlike calculating and drawing graphs and statsitics and doign accounts...AHHHh..i cant take it anymore!!!..glad to be over with those ...
but well i kinda miss my friends back there and the life aroudn subang, cuz this place really suck, and well i dont haf any close friends at all, no more laughter, no more smiles...its just very dull everyday....most of d time stoning..yeahhh i know ...no life huh?..sighhzzzz...
every morning is a burdon commign here ya know?..aihhhzzz not to mention, the bloody distance form my house to this place, around 30km....aihhhzzzz...

anyway, i hafta adapt to it like a man..hahaha
at least now knowing the shes mine, my life isnt tht dull afterall....
=))))

okok...gtg run!....ciaoozzzzz

we were hated in TBS , HAhahhahaha

eiran jstu told me 4 of us, which is myself,eiran,kenneth,and jack was hated by a group of ppl in a class , 2.7 ..hahah i didnt know there r anti us ppl in TBS , goshhh they seriously hid it well for quite long...but when kenneth showed me the picture of them, HAHAHHAHA
okay here is the story, i acually joined them for a replacement class b4 and i tell u , their class is a torture, no offence larr....and well i suddenly had to talk to d lecturer about my future, cuz i was thinkign of quiting TBS then, so we were havign our own convo...and sudenly miss yu(my lecturer) hafta raise her voice when she said thsi phrase "U BETTER THINK PROPERLY AH CUZ 6k IS NOT CHEAP U KNOW, WHY AH?UR PARENTS VERY RICH AH"
then since then d whoel bloody class hafta repeat it, and all of em goes "YEALAR 6K NOT CHEAP, RICH BOY"
well i just knew tht they hate us because they think we go to college because we have money and were not serious in our studies, we go to college to pose....hahahhaha..
seriously.they were damn nice to me in d class, can u imagine how well they hid it from me?..
backstabers, hahaha wanna hate me just hate me larr..no nid to treat me so nice then ....
they r jsut jealous of d attention we get and all....cuz they arent getting any,
besides those few guys , dont wannamention names or show a picture, surprisingly were d guys i hated since d first day i started college, i have no reason or whtsoever to hate them , but i just hate them...okay wait i dont hate ppl i just dislike*
much better word dislike* ..my point of view cud haf changed if they were nice to me, but too bad larhh.....

okay, to kenneth ...don go find trouble with them lar ok..its not worth it..whts d use ??..
ur just bringing up trouble....let them BE!!...
if u still want to then ok lar i support u...hahahhaa...
ill be watchign form LKW

LKW so damn unorganized

Class starts at 10 today and we onli had 1 class which is communication..
and at 2 we have moral studies,
wht im trying to say here is when i went there at 10 i have no idea where the heck am i suppose to go, calle dup a couple of friends , but all of em r in different places! ..wtf..
some students hafta go to d life drawing studio and some hafta go for communication classes,
some of my classmates has their name on d list some doesnt!...
and i hafta walk around d bloody campus , form one corner to the other looking liek a lost student.....in d end my name was there, and im suppseo to attend communication studies....
it wasa alrady 11.30am, d class ends at 12pm...so whts d point of going..aihhh i tell u, LKW is fuckign unorganized, even d lectureres themselves dont even know whts happening...
they r cluelesss..so yeahhh i asked Alfred(a lecturer) and asked him if i can leave as classes end at 12pm today, he said yes...
so i just left....fuckign waaste my time, drive all d way to cyber to stone and get lost...bloody ...
and my classmates ALL FOREIGNERS....Mauritious,Lebanon,Botswana,Indonesia,Korea....i dont even feel like im in my own country.!!did i even make a right choice joining LKW , ive gotta spend 4 years in this place.....i shud haf just went to TOA or soemthing else, MUCH nearer, MUCH cheaper....ahhhhh....

the changes im goign tru

OK first day in college for classes ... sucks
first of all, in TBS majoriy of d classmates were malaysians and 3 of em r my close friends
in LKW 90 percent of d class r foreigners, mostly indonesians, and a korean chick..
yes a KOREAN CHICK...hahahaha...and she can actually speak good english ...
and yeah ...in TBS we had an information centre jstu right below d building and they haf students personal website acess,
in LKW none of tht exist...i know it sucks...can u just imagine d changes im goign through..
d campus is soo huge u dont even know where to find d place ur looking for..
walkign form one end till d other end at a chilling speed can burn 10 minutes of ur time...
in TBS i had to take d lift almost everyday, LKW i hafta walk 3 floors of stairs...
in TBS d classes are equipt with lcd projector, desktop computer with internet acces, and a very very cold aircond
in LKW d classes r dirty, simple,messy, airconditioning pipes were leaking, tables and chairs broken...hahahaha....
in TBS i have loads and loads of friends, in LKW i dont even knwo my classmates..
in TBS i had friends everywhere, in LKW i am a loner
in TBS i carried a calculater,pens, and exam sheets, in LKW i hafta carry an AC sized paper and carry loads of pencils and colour pencils

a total 360 degrees turn in my life,
d ppl i hang out with, d ppl i study with, d food i eat, d classes i study in , d lectureres, d atmosphere, d foreign students, d campus is a whole new different life!!....
anyway i miss d ppl back there in taylorss!, miss AC, miss d student lounge, miss d mamaks,miss d cyber cafes!!

yes, she beat me in need for speed =/

not exactly la..hahahaha being such a niceee person i let her win, oh pls i was like a lap ahead of her...and being such a gentleman i parked my car by d side of d road.and let her be ahead of me...she took like 3 minutes to finally spot my car and overtake me..hahaha
ok so u can actually imagine how far she was ....

and vern chui , ur blog is ssooo..funny..
and its annoying to read...alwayz hafta scroll down so much...

august 3rd

just got home from a whole day out with sue ann =) we watched the break up..
well i tot it was a comedy, but it wasnt..it was more like a romance movie..
and wht surprised me was vince vaughn whos one hell of a funny guy is acting in a romance movie. but he took tht roll kinda well larh..hahaha...
well after tht we went to subang just to burn time, went to AC foos abit, then went rack and foos abit...

and thanks sue ann =)

me and my fucked up life

if anyone were to ask me how am i doing ?.. im fucking pissed and im tired of everything...
its not tht i hafta adapt to a totally differenct society in my new college, i hafta go tru friendship problems , or mayb let me put it this way, relationship?..argh i really dont know..
i am so damn freaking lonely in college now,im taking a hard time fitting in to a new environment , and besides tht i hafta go tru fucked up times...ok guys tell me, no matter how busy u guys are will u just put a friend aside?..or mayb ok friends mayb at times, but do u put anyone u loved aside??>.some might..im sure ..ok mayb part of it is my fault la..

r u avoiding me??...if u are pls tell me...i jsut feel im totally unapreciated, and all the thigns ive done this is wht i get in d end?!? aihzzzz ,why issit so unfair to me...all d time....
ive gone tru one hell of a fucked up month, but at d same time beautiful, ..
spending time with u allows me to be myself,u make me smile all d time, u made me ME,
u made my life brilliant. issit wrong to miss u??..i truly did and im saying it form d heart..
i really did missed u alot, but did u??..if u did why didnt u tell me...

now just because ur busy with ur work, u leave me astray....i really understand ur final assignments are really important to you..i really really do, but do u really hafta leave me just liek tht?? i dont know really, i feel like ur playign with my feelings...as usual, tell me if i misunderstood or anything everytime i have a feeling tht, ur just not showing tht u really care for me even as a friend,

wtv it is, wtv ur trying to do, i dont care.
u cause enough pain to me. i feel like i cant take it any longer...mayb ur telling me to move on right?..yeah..ill move on don worry, but i have to tell u one thing, ill alwayz care for u and ill alwayz be there for you...