boredom kills

Its so blardy boring....i shud be in college now, orientation week for two weeks!! i shud be there socializing and meeting new friends ...mayb if there were any chicks then i might go la..MIGHT...sadly there arent any at all...so im sitting here once again blogging, my loyal companion....i think this is d first time im updating my blog so frequently..

anyway since im soo bored, here is a post bout my secondary school days..didnt took many pictures back then..but i still manage to haf some.hahha . not exactly some..mayb just one..hahaha

* my buds for two years in smkDamansara Jaya...who stood by me all d time"not exactly la" hahaha..man i missed all of em, everyone has moved on to Taylors,Kbu,sunway,HELP,UNITAR,LimKokWing, and form 6 hahaha....(this picture was supposed to be inserted into our school magazine, if u ever wondered wht r those lil blueish things, those r the captions)*

and this picture, kinda gay lah..but i think i want to post it up after all..it was after prom night..and we decided to stay overnight at kelvin's place...we slept kinda late tho...i somehow woke up , and i decided to............................

* he is probably exhausted after a long night, or mayb because................

* he has simply too much to handle....thts why he was exhausted......(by d way "she's" a "he")

kla thx so much again blogspot, u haf succesfully occupied me for around 15 minutes WOHHOOO!!!

OLD and NEW

Sooo..its d end of my taylors life..and harloo LKW...
aihhhzzz im afraid i cant adapt to d environment and d students there..
cuz i can tell u d number of international students in LKW is incredible.....moslty indonesian...
wonder if there r any "ah bengs"???? yes plenty!!!....
and there was wierd looking guy ..hes so fucking wierd..he was wearing a police hat and a whistle around his neck,..wht the fuck?!?....omg..i cant imagine how my life is gonna be after tht mann...aiseeh.......








* so its bye bye Taylors and hello LKW

* my orientaion tag, ahh screw orientation lahhhh don think im attending for any of it..anyway look at my fancy name, i started being creative...hahahhaa..

AND FOR THOSE WHO THINK I CANT DRAW

here is a lil art work of mine, hahahaha..i love drawing horse those days i donno why..cuz i think they look so elegent...and ......fast?..hahaha....

* unbelievable??..believe it...

AND FOR SOME OTHER RANDOM PICS

* My new Adidas Superstar 1, looks kinda dirty tho hahaha..bad lighting and very low pixels

* MY car went for an operation..

redang redang redang

Semester Break OVER!..ahaha it was only for two weeks larh...taylors business school semester holidays r damn freakign short..besides tht, there is hardly any holidays...basically,the whole year round we r workign hard =)
but it has come to an end for me lah...i failed my BLOddy semester....i know i cud haf studied harder la...stupid me...


anyway. how did i spent my semester break?..
first week, NOTHING....as usuall lah laze around and all....
second week, REdang island...tho i hafta say, i spent damn friggin alot of money for this bloody trip..almsot a thousand bucks..but is it worth it???..I HAF NO FREAKIGN IDEA..if it was for all d corals and d beautiful violent fishes then it was lahhh..but if it means, the amount of cash I hafta spent, and the fact tht u hafta view all d lovely very very lovely scenery and tht romantic atmosphere all ALONE...WAHAHAHAHA...ok la..tht sucks..hahaha

anyway,NO trips r counted adventurous until something bad happen and u hafta endure it with ur friends....especially BUYING D WRONG DATE BUS TICKETS...
here is d story, we actually bought d ticket 5 days in advance, we mentioned NXT monday, and we gave him d bloody date 18th..whch was suppose to be on the 17th.....so basically is our fault lahh...we tot tht monday was the 18th.....anyway, it was one hell of a scare on our ass man...
THANKFULLY it wasntt a holiday season and TRANSNATIONAL save our ass..they haf a remainign of 6-7 tickets....so lucky can acomodate 6 of us mannn...thank god realli..
otherwise we wud be off our way home....had a night bus trip, slept d entire bus trip and we arrived there around 6.30 am in d morning....
It is freaking not easy to take 8 hours in d bus ok.....
anyway...we arrived there and bought d ferry tickets...departure Time of ferry?..10.00A.m
hahaha...ok, all we did was we stayed in d airconditioned waiting room for 3 hours..hehehhe fun eh???....nvrm i was in a world of my own..i was in Dreamland....hahah slept till 10 on a bench...
i cant describe how fuckign tired i was....

anyway...we departed d jety around 10...
AHHhhh ok la..cut d crap...
i lazy to describe my trip hahahaha...SHORT AND DETAILED..spent four days in tht remote island..and met a guy named joe glamour......
got sunburned and im friggin tanned..=)
swam with fishes,got bitten and got wussed when i saw a giant fish...
saw bright clear stars, and had maggi mee for most of my meals..
spent 30bucks on a breakfast buffet, and got my scalp scraped off because i was too distracted by jessica alba(FHM MOST SEXIEST WOMEN)

basically thts all abt it....
* me on d far left, i am alraedy tanned even b4 d trip, can u just imagine how tanned i am now?

* men and jim, by d berjaya resort hotel beach...

* seriously, i have no idea wht this picture means, candid..

* who was d murderer????.me la ofcourse hahaha, dreadful

* wht a good way to advertise , haha, i still dont get it..do u?..if u do tell me aightS? blurness

sorry for d amount of pics posted..i wished i cud post even more..but sadly..i lost my camera and im still waiting for a new one....this is all i got..hehe

OOPPSS oh yeah ..i forgot!!!, i met a new friend in redang ...MR.squirell...i was eating peanuts and this lil furry creature came up to me, and we sorta enjoyed eating peanutes together..sorry for d low resolution on this pic...

* they r so friendly, u can even touch em

Season 2006/2008 Manutd Nike strip

The new ManUtd Nike strip was launched on the 14th of july...which was yesterday
personal opinion of d jersey?...ok ok la...i still prefer d last season one,
well ..must get used to it., it is suppose to look retro, in memories of some old players in 1950 soemthing.....hahahaha....anyway here is a picture of d new strip..enjoy!!

GREAT!!

NOW IM COUGHING...NON STOP
AHHHH WHT A DAY LARRR...

just my luck

i seriously hate my dad....for some reasons..
he is just not caring enuff to understand..all he does is scold..raise his voice..
...and he alwayz thinks hes d best, MR PERFECT......does nothing wrong.....everything he does he praise himself for it.....everything I do, i get scolding...

for instance today, wasnt a really good day for me...this morning, i reversed my car without looking back, and i banged into a divider, nothing serious THANKFULLY, but my exhaust got a lil damaged....later on, i got fined for parkign without paying...my first fine ever, but tht bloodi fat MPPJ fella cant tell d difference between a Kelisa and a Kancil..

the description goes like this

no. plate : WJS 8018
Colour of car : Gold
Type of car : Kancil....."wtf i drive a Kelisa lar..bitch, u got everything right but d car model"

so wht now?..i can jsut tell them u got d wrong car......ass...
anyway....i my friends asked me to go settle it by myself and not my dad knows...
i donno WHT THE FUCK went wrong with me...i told my dad as soon as i got home...
OHH yeahhhh..b4 tht .....my BAD DAY was NOT over.....the time was 5.30PM
fuckign jam hour.....i cud haf just go home, but thx to Jim, cuz i hafta fetch him back to BU...
i got caught in d farkign jam for an hour., i seriously hate jams, i mean who does?...
argghhhh...fucking...stressful..

NVRM NVRM..i got home, showed my dad d ticket...
and got fucked up......he was scolding me, why am i so careless and forgetfull....and suddenly he talks bt me loosing d camera and my wallet d lat time...and he kept scolding....
i mean liek WTF is jsut a fien for not paying parking?!!!.....its not like i sped on d highway or .....
takign drugs or crashed my car?.....its not like in ur life uve nvr even got a fine b4??>.fuck man...
i am so damn fuckign fed up of my dads attitude....he even want to suspend me form using d car for a day....wtf is his problem....MR PERFECT.....do u think ur perfect???...sometimes i see u leavign d room without switching off d light and fan, or somtimes even forgot to lock d car...
i NVR COMPLAINT or even give a shit, ......i even off d damn lights for u....
so it seems ur not so perfect ...but u friggina still think u ARE.......
sighz.....i jsut wanna leave my hse now....i shoudlt even left my cousins hse and came back early....i shud haf stayed there longer.....
coem back and vface all sorta music..form my dad...jsut because of a small thing...


tht is why i friggin dont tell u things, i dont like and DONT EVER WISH to tell u anything bt my life...cuz u dont take thigns openly...uve alwayz been complaining of US hardly communicationg and not telling them anything bt whts going on...LOOK WHT HAPPENS WHEN I TELL U...
u farkign scold me like madd..........
this is why i shud jsut keep things to myself...find my own money and jsut go pay d fine....
.....why am i so dumb to even tell my dad bt it....

today sucks .......it is just my luck

here is wht i hafta say, d tru meaning of love

:
When you think of your past love, youmay view it as a failure. But when you find anew love, you view the past as a teacher. Inthegame of love, it doesn't really matter who wonorwho lost. What is important is you know whentohold on and when to let go! You know youreallylove someone when you want him or her to behappy, even if their happiness means thatyou'renot part of it. Everything happens for the best.If the person you love doesn't love you back,don't be afraid to love someone else again, foryou'll never know unless you give it a try.You'll never love a person you love unless yourisk for love. Love strives in hurting. If youdon't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though thehurting is still there to test you, it is tohelp you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love becauseyou don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.You cannot finish a book without closing itschapters. If you want to go on, then you havetoleave the past as you turn the pages.Love is not destroyed by a single failure or wonby a single caress. It is a lifetime venture inwhich we are always learning, discovering andgrowing. The greatest irony of love is lettinggo when you need to hold on and holding onwhen you need to let go. We lose someone welove only when we are destined to findsomeoneelse who can love us even more than we canloveourselves. On falling out of love, take sometime toheal and then get back on the horse. But don'tever make the same mistake of riding the sameone that threw you the first time.To love is to risk rejection, to live is to riskdying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk mustbe taken because the greatest hazard in life isto risk nothing! To reach for another is to riskinvolvement, to expose your feelings is toexpose true self; to love is to risk not to beloved in return. How to define love: fall but donotstumble, be constant but not too persistent,share and never be unfair, understand and trynot to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart orit can carve wonderful images into the soul thatalways last for a lifetime. Love is supposed tobe the most wonderful feeling. It should inspireyou and give you joy and strength. Butsometimes the things that give you joy canalsohurt you in the end. Loving people meansgivingthem the freedom of who they choose to beandwhere they choose to be. For all theheartachesand the tears, for gloomy days and fruitlessyears, you should give thanks, for you know,thatthere were the things that helped you grow.Loving someone means giving him the freedomto find his way, whether it leads towards youoraway from you. Love is a painful risk to takebut the risk must be taken no matter how scaryor painful, for only then you'll experience thefullness of humanity and that is love.Only love can hurt your heart, fill you withdesire and tear you apart. Only love can makeyou cry and only love knows why. If you'renot ready to cry, if you're not ready to takethe risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain,then you're not ready to fall in love. Thereis a time in our lives when we become afraidto fall in love because every time we do, wegethurt, and then I figured that's why it's calledfallingin love...

ok, emo entry.....

love is jsut complicated....
ok la ive been complaining abt henry's constant emo entries...
my turn to start 1...

ok, everytime i watch a movie with a happy "love ending"
and seeing my friends hugging and all it is just, saddening...."right anot jim??hahaha"
u might think im desperate......hhmm mayb im just feel being left out??.." i guess ur right lar jack, im havign ur crisis now" well, if for whoever tht knows me well..im an easy goign guy, who doesnt think much abt these kinda stuff,
i alwayz take it as....."my time is not ere yet, so ill jsut wait.."
wait wait wait....

i mean, if ur so called "neautral" .not in love or anything its easy lar...
if ur in love and u dont know how d other party feels, godd tht sucks man.....
but well ..life is like tht, soemtimes .....things jstu doesnt go our way...
fairytale endings in movies arent alwayz happening to anyone..but yet again we hafta think tht it will soon happen one day, i mean why not just hope it will happen??? no harm done...

but the fact of feeling left out is still there, we as human beings just want to be loved in a special way....to be loved back by d person we loved.......i mean we haf our parents and family to do tht..
but still...its tht special some1..THT VERY very special some1 makes all d difference..if u understand wht im trying to say...and i bet every1 single one of us haf been tru it..."right jack" lol
..okla im not trying to start all thsi emo shit..but realli lah..life is totally unfair ...
and we just hafta take it tht way...life with it...tru this, we gain experiance...
"jack don worry, u will get a hot chic one day" don be so frust over everything tht has happened...cuz its not just u...but to many.....